FRIENDS FURREVAR.

So batch rivalry is quite fun. ‘Cept, Corinne had to take it out on me for my batchmate’s actions which… kinda sucked but oh well. I guess it’s what happens when your highschool is divided into a 3:1 ratio. (One! Four! Three! Friends Forever! JUJU-JUJU-JUJU-JUJU-JUNIORS!)

It’s ridiculous how one thing can lead to another in a blink of an eye.

Anyway, moving on to better things, Mark Carpio tomorrow and I am possibly SCARED TO DEATH. I want to do well, but I’m scared of what he would think. As some people in the choir like the members of last year’s choir better than this year, it’s very hard to deal with. I mean. Sure they’re better, sure they bonded more, sure they won first place last year, but shouldn’t they consider the new people’s feelings too?

I was a bit hurt when they said they liked last year’s songs better than this year. I mean, Kruhay, Coconut and Iisang Bangka were all good songs. But who said that this year couldn’t be better? They’re being a bit biased and that really puts me in an awkward position (aside from already leaving me insecure). Atleast Odes understands. I get a feeling she can read my face everytime people say that.

I hope this attitude fades before the performance, or I can atleast be immune to it.